What would you do if your exboyfriend wanted to end it all?
Don't try to answer. You couldn't understand without experience.
He takes pills that you knew nothing about.
You'd beg and plead for his tormented life.
Tell him to gag till they all came back up.
He'd tell you after losing you there is nothing to live for.
Would you offer to take your life if he'd live?
How could you speak, see, type for the heart ache and tears?
Saying please, please, please tell me it's not true.
Gasping for breath after every long cry of pain.
He'd ask why you seem to care now.
He thought you never really cared in the first place.
While talking of how I riped his heart out.
Then he'll say goodbye I love you forever.
Screaming in fear you tell him No!
You say you'll kill yourself right after.
Beging him. Please! NO! Don't!
While your body shakes like in convoultions.
Then you get offline and call his parents.
NO answer to be found.
You hit the net button to see he's still online.
Desperatly asking if he's still there.
He replies by saying he was just kidding.
That's when your heart hits the floor.
He just put you throught two hours of hell.
Then he says, "Life's a b*tch aint it"?
Still shaken up, you say not funny.
Saying he scared you to death.
You make him promise not to do something crazy.
He cusses at you and gets offline.
This is what happened between him and me.
And everything I said, I ment with all of my heart.
